Monday night Football was on last night. In fact, in a rare move, the NFL decided to schedule two games for the Monday night slot. But instead of watching (while my wife was out with her friend and my son was sleeping peacefully), I found myself glued to CNN and other like-minded channels. And I found myself thinking about airports, and times that I have sat near the window marveling at the size of an airliner -- wondering how something that big could ever manage to get off the ground. And then I found myself thinking about what it must have been like to be looking out the window and realizing that this massive jet was coming right at you. Five years later and it still has the power to take me down a very dark path ...